I was in
the waiting room the other day. Not at the doctors office, or my auto mechanic.
Or even the Secretary of State. This was God’s waiting room. You know…where we
go to wait for our prayers to be answered.
I was sitting there with a number of
people who looked rather fidgety and distracted. The reading material on the
table in the middle of the room didn’t surprise me. It was a Bible. But no one
was reading it. We were all just striking up conversation in our nervous
downtime, asking this question to one another: “So…what prayer are you waiting
for God to answer?” The answers varied. There was a woman who said she was
praying for a husband. A husband who was waiting for his wife to find Christ
and go to church with him. There were others, like an older gentleman who
needed a healing. A small child who hoped and prayed her little cat would
survive a sickness. And a pastor who was believing for a new building to house
his church.
There I was, listening to all of the
“patients” in the waiting room. I was kind of expecting the room to be silent, actually. There are many scriptures
that command us to pray and believe.
There are powerful verses, like the one in Isaiah that asks us to wait
on the Lord, so that our strength will be renewed. Others telling us to be still
and know He is God. Still another
encouraging us to cast our cares on Him, because He cares for us.
But I
didn’t experience that kind of atmosphere. It felt more like moaning,
complaining, almost angry with God. Like spoiled little children angry with their parents.
I was a bit surprised, but went with the
flow. After all, it’s what I’ve been doing most of my life anyway. That was
when God sent His son, Jesus, to the door to call the man next to me in to His
office. The man excitedly jumped to his feet, rubbed his hands together in greedy
glee and ran in after Jesus. I watched
him as he ran through the door and was curious as to what would take place
beyond that door. So, I got up, cracked the door open a bit and peeked in. This
is what I heard:
Jesus : So…How have you been?
Man:
Umm…I’m…good?
Jesus: I am so glad to see that. I love
you very much.
Man: Yea..I…love you , too. Listen,
Jesus. I understand you have to go through this kind of thing as a general rule
before you give me what I have been waiting for, but really…can we just get to
the reason You called my name? I know you have that promotion I have been
praying for! Does it come with the full pay raise and company car? This is
awesome!
Jesus: No,
I haven’t allowed that to happen yet. It’s not in my plan for you at this time.
I just love being with you. It’s hard to slow you down long enough to listen. I
love you!
Man:
Jesus, really. Let’s not ruin this good thing we’ve got goin’ here, me and You.
You know…I pray, You answer. I tell you what I need, You make it happen. It’s
pretty simple. I like it that way! I pray, You give! No strings attached!
Jesus: Is
that why I saved you, son? Don’t you
know how much I long to be with you? The very blood I shed on that cross long
ago made you righteous so we could finally fall in love. I became sin for you
so that we could have the fellowship I have always longed for with you. Haven’t
you desired the same thing? Don’t you remember long ago how we used to talk
long walks together in the morning? Just you and Me? I miss those times. You
have made your life so complicated that you no longer have the time to sit and
enjoy our relationship.
Man: I
know.
Jesus:
There is no condemnation if you are in Me. I gently but sternly talk like this only to those that I love deeply. And I love you deeper than any ocean I
created. My love for you goes beyond the heavens. My faithfulness towards you
reaches to the sky. I long to ease your pain of needing to be accomplished and
I no longer want you to try and prove yourself to Me. I love you with an
unfailing love. I always have. I always will.
Man: I
love you too, Jesus.
Jesus: I am working on your behalf, as well as all of
my sons and daughters. Please go back to
the waiting room and let all of my children know that. But will you let them know,
most of all, how much I long to be with them? Will you tell them of My love for
them? Will you comfort them with these words, in their time of need as they
wait upon Me?
Man: I
will, Jesus. Yes.
As the
conversation ended, I stood a little from the door as the man came back out and
did exactly what Jesus asked him to do. He told us of Jesus’ unending love for
us. How Jesus died for a relationship with us. How much He missed us. How much
He desired us.
I turned
in silence after this man’s announcement and saw all of my brothers and sisters
shedding tears of joy and thanksgiving for these words of comfort.
I, in
turn, left to find others to tell them the same thing.